I do appreciate y'alls comments. They help give me strength to get up and fight when I don't even feel like getting up to tend to my own needs. To know that we have a cheering section is a big help because it reminds me of all the people standing behind us to catch if we fall.
So, if I don't reply to comments. Please understand that it is certainly not because I don't appreciate them. Right now I just have a hard time talking about what is happening. I want to curl up in a soft blanket, plug into my iPod and let it tell me stories... for about a year.
But somewhere in all of this there may, although I don't see how, be something that happened that might help someone else somewhere else. So I try to at least blog. I sometimes have to leave out some things that are just too frightening for me to think about for a few days, or forever. In Gone With the Wind, Scarlet O'Hara says; "I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy. I'll think about that tommorrow."
Blogging is also a lot easier on my low energy reserves, not to have to write everyone separately and no way do I have the energy or the stomach to "discuss" what's going on when most days just thinking about all of this makes me sea sick. I know y'all understand that and I appreciate that understanding.
I read every comment as I post them and they are much appreciated.
Love,
jean
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